Am writing the ending of my spnspringfling fic first because it is all in my head right now and it is beyond anything I thought I could ever imagine or ever be good enough to write and it's coming out perfectly, better than what I see in my head (and that almost NEVER happens-- it's usually brilliant in my mind and shit on the screen) and I have tears streaming down my face. I'm crying!!! I can't believe I'm crying. I rarely cry when reading fics and NEVER when writing them but I AM CRYING!!!!!